Along the lines of my last blog, I am insanely missing my sisters right now. Just having a female around to talk about Glee or hair or clothing would be so nice to have! Phone calls are great, but not the same as face-to-face sister time.
My sisters are AWESOME!!!! Not just in that "I have to say it" way, but they truly are. I love being with them. Sure we bitch about each other behind backs, but what is love without honesty- even if it isn't to your face?!
I was planning on flying to Denver for my sister's 27th birthday over Labor Day weekend. Well, that isn't looking like it's going to happen. Actually, any trip back home to see family isn't working too well in my favor. This makes me very, very homesick. Just to drive down familiar streets, see faces of people I know.
It's the hugs I miss the most. I miss those sincere, don't-want-to-let-go hugs. I haven't had one in a while (outside of my husband) since my sisters came up in April. That's a long time!
I'm looking forward to life finally settling and being a little more consistent. Financially, emotionally and otherwise. I know that moment will come. And when it does- I look forward to sitting with my sisters and just talking crap about people behind their backs. It's what we do, don't judge us!
So this is for you, Rachel and Bekah Boo:
I love you guys more than I will ever be able to say in words or in actions. I love you for who you have become and who you are yet to be. I am so glad Heavenly Father chose you to be my sisters for Eternity. You have both grown into amazing women and I have been honored to be able to call you my sister. Thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most. Thank you for listening to me bitch and whine. Thank you for sticking by me those horrible four years (you know which ones) while I was stuck inside my bubble. Thanks for being true to yourselves and sticking up for what you believe. Thank you, above all, for loving me.
I'm so excited to see where life takes you. Through marriage (the good and the bad times), through your children and through all the small trials and challenges that we will all face. Please know that I am here for you no matter what. I will never ever judge you. I have been there, I have lived through it and I know what I am talking about. I love being your older sister and hope that I am becoming a better model for you. Keep your standards high, and your panty lines hidden! You are always more than welcome to call me at any time. I will listen if you need me to listen, and I will talk when you need me to talk.
So, until the next time we can laugh and hug- know that I pray for your happiness every single night. Even though I can't be there physically, I am there in thought. I love you so very much.
Forever and always, Sarah
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